i love you good luck i’m sending good not-get-nominated-for-things vibes your way
Thanks sweetheart, love you too <36
i feel you, i had to specifically ask mel not to nominate me because i don’t think i could handle it right now (physically/emotionally/financially)
Oh gosh thank god, someone understands. I wish I could just explain it to him but I just can’t… I just want to crawl into a hole and die. This is stressing me out so much…. I’m so scared.
So one of my good friends has been nominated for the ALS ice bucket challenge an I’m positively scared that he’s going to nominate me. Don’t get me wrong, I think this is an amazing thing that there’s so much attention on raisin money at the moment and I don’t mind ice cold water BUT my anxiety just flared up. I’m already having a really hard time holding myself together at the moment, things are not going the way I planned and there is a lot of uncertainty in my life at the moment and I’m only just managing to keep certain habits at bay and making a video, putting myself out there and having to nominate some people is a difficult task for me. I’m already having a hard time convincing myself that I’m not annoying the people I hang out with, so nominating someone is hell, this is literally my idea of hell. There’s not much that could be worse to be honest. I’ve even trying to shut up my mind for two hours but my brain won’t shut up about it. I’m just so scared of being nominated… How about I just disappear…
I love first sentences. #doomed #chuckpalahniuk #books #bookworm #booknerd #booklover #firstsentences
my life is a mix of 50% wondering if it’s too late to drink coffee and 50% wondering if it’s too early to drink alcohol.
I found a really nice, slightly shiny, black fabric for my Sansa Stark/Alayne Stone cosplay. I was getting really frustrated with it but I’m so happy I found this. Now I only have to find the perfect feathers to build the top part of the dress and make the necklace and actually see the dress but yay so far so good. Oh and I need to finally order that dark brown wig.
Within the blink of an eye the whole world turns upside down, you try to hold on to something, stop yourself from falling, without realizing you are already gone. A seductive promising-you-the-world-before-destroying-it smile, a making-your-heart-skip-a-beat-before-breaking-it wink, a downright-suffocating-and-making-you-gasp-for-breath voice and world-changing-and-forever-altering-it eyes are your undoing. First words are awkward - so are last ones, but nevermind - when your brain refuses to cooperate and produces gibberish instead of proven eloquency. His soft ouch sends shivers through your body - like an electric chair. They say that love is the most dangerous illness of them all, competing with the world’s most terminal addictions.
Warm chickpea tofu salad with homemade guacamole. #delicious #cleaneating #healthy #vegan #amITurningIntoAFoodStagram? #chickpeas #tofu #yummy
do you ever just smell an old perfume, or hear an old song, or pass an old hangout spot and kinda break inside for a couple minutes
He did it…
They call me coffee cuz I grind so fine
They call me coffee I keep you up past 2 am
They call me coffee because I’m really bitter and most people don’t like me without changing some aspect of what I am
I spilled boiling water all over my hand and still managed to make 30 drinks and call them out with a smile: a barista’s tale